I react the wrong way. I’m never myself. I get nervous and then I’m being puppeteered by this awful thing. My face freezes up. I can track back to when I was 12? 13? That was a conscious choice, I would try to just stop emoting. — I wrote about this last July, when it felt like a permanent part of my life. It doesn’t happen anymore.
  1. lavosxii said: i felt pretty kindred to a lot of that writing the first time i played it and i still do, probably more so now
  2. attemptsupon said: im getting better
  3. mistomaxo said: congratulations
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